I am suppose to zzz now.
Yea,I am very sleepy..for the whole damn day.
God knows why.

I could barely open my eyes at the start of the show.

I was suppose to be happy.
But somehow I cant.
Not that I am unhappy.But it is just that I am not happy either.
Not happy is not unhappy.

What am I thinking?

I hate it when these days come.
My words diminishing as hours pass.

There must be something on my mind.
Is it that I dunno or I pretend not to know or I just cant seem to figure it up?

...
I know...
I must be wondering what's love.

There are times when I thought I know what's love is,why am I in love and so on.
But sure there are still times I dunno everything.
Like am I in love,how does it feels,will this carry on forever?

It's like i look at Jason and wonder why is he my bf?
It has nothing to do with him or anyone.

It is just me and my quizzical self.

Dont you get this kinda feeling sometimes?
Like you are doing something for sometime...den suddenly you wonder why are you doing it.Do you know wat you are doing etc.

Oh..whatever it is..

I am really tired.
My eyes screaming for shut down.

Good night.

And you are still my boo.